uhu.hullo.me janji me xna bukak n xna post apew2 till abes xam.but hey,me na break gak wut?so,me godek2 pc,jmpe gamba mse skool dluw.huu.teringat lew.me na upload la piccas tu.wendu kat classmate 5 ibnu batutta,block AAB.malam2 lepas prep gi bli mkn kat cafe bwh.xpon jmpe marlina kat cafe atas.tbe2,nmpk janggoat tgh tulun die masak burger.(me jmpe janggoat ngan masya hari tu.macih tlg dengar luahan perasaan kite yew.syg kowg).hee.pastu bile seseorg lalu jew,mesti kite nyorok kat blakang pntu.tarik2 langsir.haha.haida,nekmah,waeda sure ingat punye la.ingat lagi warden2 y xpnh na suke batch kite.byk probs katenye.ala,kanak2 aktif.bse la.byk lagi gamba.tp xkan na upload sme kowt.huhu.enjoice

haida.wer.azza.nad.naiemah

hmm.ok.ni y dijanjikan.i was really looking foward for this.me harap,HIM read this.me na die tw ape me rase,theres no way to contact him now.me tw die xna kwn ngan me lg.ape la dose me smpi camni.dlu we r so perfect for each other.fes tym msg pon mcm suda lame knl.me tot u r d one b.xpe la.me redha.its nice knowing u syg...

dear MFAR,
hye. how are u?
missing u loads b. a lot
all those late nite SMSes, mid nite talks, 3Gs
ur ringtone "Seize The Day", and "Everytime" when its me calling
n its ringing "Baby Boy" everytime u call.skang da x berbunyi lg.huuu
ur comments on FS, n if were still together, sure ull be d fes to noe bout my blog aitte?
the callnames, sayang, b, babe. seldom but funny
the way u wud say "ye, sy" when i call u "b" on the fon
the way u hold my hand, walk me across a street, make sure i step on d rite step of escalators
but nevamind dat. ur happier now aitte, syg?
dat all dat matters to me anyway.
hee (u use this as smiles in SMS. ill never forget dat=P)
just like her. at fes i sgt2 sedeyh.
but now, i masih sedeyh;( not lyk lucky Anna.
but afterall kan, i pk balik. nape i na sedeyh?
u hepi je. dats what i want. i want u to be happy. n xkan la i na sedeyh coz ur happy
its just not rite. i noe i have to show dat im happy too
plus theres so many ppl na i hepi. so im 'kinda' hepi
but not d same as mse u ade by my side
u noe what, waking up every morn, noeing kite together da ckup mmbahagiakn
tp i xsdr, dlm kegembiraan i tu, u suffer. honestly, i dunno, yang!
so i pjuk hati i. in relationships, perlu ade sacrifices
and ive made mine. just to see u smile, syg!
nope. im not blaming u.
everything happens for a reason
and if the reason is "u just cant luv me no more"
i terima.
whether its a reason or an excuse, hanya u n Allah jw y tw.
klu la i boleh relive those days. klu la i boleh turn back time
but i cudnt. i just cudnt
i noe ive made sum mistakes along the way. im sorry
tp i manusia. u pon manusia. we humans are born to make mistakes aitte?
im so sorry for all my mistakes. really sorry
tp, in ur next relationship, plz be more serious. Appreciate what u have
opportunity doesnt come twice in life. seize it. n dont be afraid to commit.
u luv dat person aitte syg?n im sure she luvs u just like d way i do
she'd die for u b. i noe. ive been thru it. and im still going thru it
one thing i can assure you. in my next relationship, no discrimination
ill luv like ive never been hurt before...
ssh nye na truskan hidup without u, b.
but whattado?
cme satu je tmpt i mngadu skrg. i akan terus doa, doa, dan doa.
hmm. slme setahun ni, u byk aja i ttg life. ttg luv.
thnx.all the ups and downs will always be the best memories in my life.
i pnh kate, klu jodoh xkemane. but not going to elaborate. tkot sum1 marah:)
i harap plg kurg, kite bole jd best fwen
we noe each other better aitte? but up to u. i hv no say olredy
ppl boleh bwt assumptions psl i, tp perasaan i, hati i, cme i y tw.
it may seem like im OVER IT. tp who knows kan syg? yup. no one knows.
tp mcm y i pnh janji dlu
no matter what happen. u will ALWAYS be here, in a special place in my heart.
(n we both noe im the one who still keep my promises)
SAYANG u b ~ ~ forever and ever, babe

runs lil bit toooooo long ea...hey,my blog what?peduli la kan?huu...

hmm.tadi Skype dengan Suffi.die baru balik camp.lame suda tak jumpe mamat ini.last mase u pulang tgk PRU kan dear?hee.u mcm wakil rakyat plak.tapi honestly,u suda kuwus skit.dlu mase kite kat KMNS,u gumox suda!ahha.soe.mmg betol.neway.u all mesti wonder whos dis Suffi guy kan?we r nuthink tw.just vewy vewy gudfwens.we both become fwens dr std 1 lagi.tp mase tu kitowg slalu gado.dan care pergaduhan kami sgt ganas.ade cop tpk kasut kat pewot die n pewot me.hee.kitowg same class smpi std 6.mase tu plak Suffi jd headboy,me jd headgirl.pastu terpisah for 5 years.he went to KUSES,me went to MRSM Serting.then kebetulan masuk KMNS sme2.but me cme 1 month je di situ,then me pindah ke PASUM.terpisah lagi.mungkinkah bersama lagi bwt selamanya?me no komen=P tny la Suffi pe y org xgossip kitowg ni.sme org.bkn setakat kawan2.mak bapak kawan2.cikgu kawan2.guru besar kawan2.sme tw.huhu.so,td Suffi de anta sum piccas mase Liga Pahang hari tu.15s.he played for UMP.kat Padang Kemunting.xtw la dpt placing no bpe.die malu na ckp kot,plus Skype bengong.uhu.ok.so me na upload la gamba mamat tu.Enjoice

Fes skali.me tw its not natural to write blog 2 kali sehari.
but who cares rite?
ok.fes things fes.
Anna.me na apologize to u.its time for the truth to be told dear
so here goes nuthing:

Fes couple of months wit him, ive been terribly JEALOUS wit u
i cant stand him saying ur name. i just cant.
till one point i just cant take it nemore.i even asked him what ur like.
i wanted to be just like u.how u dress.how u walk.how u talk.everything.
how is it ths girl can take this boys heart?i wonder.
n im so afraid that one day u wud come into his life,n started changing things bout us.
tp aft dat he started to show how much he luved me.care for me
xtw la kan.tp at dat time,i felt like im everything to him.maybe me je y rse kot.
i tot were gonna be like dat forever.like he once said
TOGETHER FOREVER
but dat night.dat night changed everything.
well.its not until dat very morning i realised u wont do dat.
me xtw we can be fwens.now im so thankful tw Anna.
n after kite IM,i felt a bond.pulak tu,were facing d same prob.
what a coincidence aitte?me rse we understand each other perfectly.
n now im happy seeing u with Mr H.u look blissful together!i like.
its not until early tonight i found out ur entry.i read it.thanx dear!
xsangke Anna accept kite like dat!ur just a fwen i never knew i wud have.
me bwt bulletin tu sbb me fwens y having sum probs.(if me de mase,aft xam me cite k)
tp those words comes from my heart.u embedded it so nicely.
n i read mo.ur fes entry.it gives me sum inspiration.
u wrote:

hari ni... ye, hari ini... hari ni last day ayah kat ofis... huhu...
hes 55 already this year... TUA... naaahhh
ayah masih berjiwa muda... ~ROCK N ROLL~ lagi... haha
well, aft this ayah will have lotsa time at home
ape lagi, tiap2 pg anta la kite gi fac...
huhu... anyway just taking this opportunity to wish ayah
HAPPY RETIREMENT

Total Eclipse Of The Heart - Bonnie Tyler

p/s: lagu ni wpon retro rock kapak time, tp masih best! huhu... sgt menenangkan jiwaku!

Greetings...

haaa. ni la fes entry kite. baru dpt tw ttg blogdrive ni. thnx to Anna, sbb mmberi inspirasi mnulis blog kat sni.. haha... so, kite na ikot jugak la. na mngasah bakat mnjadi penulis dan pencerite y baik. huhu . photo blog da ade, so ni personal blog la pulak ekk... just 1 word, ENJOICE!