hola.how are u guys? xwendu me ke?well,me xbape na sehat ni. ...runny nose... penin.rase na tdo.tp me gagahkan jugak all bcoz me na tulish blog nih.uhu today,its bout review. fes n foremost:
a movie from Japan. stowy psl kids keep on missing. n this lady, Yamashita, who is a teacher, witness penculikan tuw. die kate, penculik tuw is a woman, pgg gunting pokok y besa tuw, n her mouth is like torn open. KOYAK. n this guy, Matsuzaki, also a teacher from the same school, akan dpt tw if an abduction will take place. n they siasat the case by themselves. n rupe2 nye, penculik tuw is that guy teacher's mom. mule2 this gurl, Mika ilang, then a boy. then theres one time, these 2 teachers nmpk this 1 boy na kene culik. n they see the so-called penculik. they try to save the boy. that lady teacher pon stab penculik tuw kat pewot. MATI. but to their surprise, after the death, penculik tuw bertukar rupe kepada owg len. haaa... utk kisah selanjutnye, tgk la sndiri. me xna spoil d stowy. LAWATILAH PAWAGAM YANG BERDEKATAN.
p/s: watched this muvie with Ammar at CineLeisure Damansara, thnx belanje. weehuu. ******************************************************************
next list movies n books y me suke highly recommended if u guys luv to watch muvies n read la
TOP 10 MOViESTOP 10 BOOKS 1) 300 1) Chicken Soup series 2) LOTR 2) She's Come Undone 3) Harry Potter series 3) Boy Heaven 4) Ghost Rider 4) The Bride Stripped Bare 5) The Green Mile 5) Be Careful What You Wish For 6) The Pan's Labyrinth 6) Massive 7) Enchanted 7) I'm A Believer 8) Sweeny Todd 8) LOTR trilogy 9) Rumour Has It 9) Harry Potter series 10) Beowulf 10) Septimus Heap series
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i believe in reading n watching i can really let loose sometimes bile me tertekan sgt2 me read n read n read n i force myself to the extend i cant cope no more n drop.uhu. smpi da xboley bace.sampai mate xboley bukak. n me buat muvie marathon. 3-5 muvies back to back smpi me penat.mate merah2. i feel d satisfaction from that. n if any of u guys na try well, JOiN THE CLUB!
haih.penatnye.xtw
nape.umah berpasir jew.renovation ni bile na
abes?aduhh.hmm.neway2,disebabkan me bowink,tinggal umah sowg2 sbb xbley
kua,ade owg bwt keje ni haa,me na cite sumthink la.
1)smlm,me bowink,mcm hari ni gak.then,me tgk la tv.mse tu Oprah Winfrey Show.well,me
xpnh tgk,tp dsbbkan kebowink-an,me tgk je la.die cite bout this couple
tw.ape ntah nme die.lupew.ahha.ok2,back to the stowy,die tnjuk la VT
yang dowg ni da get together sejak highskool.this guy a senior while
this gurl junior 2 years la.they continue to have a perfect
relationship smpi la abes skool.then,this guy msuk army,n aft couples
of minths,die di hantar ke Iraq.6 months after dat,die balik.ok la.jmpe
sme org,hv fun,then die propose gurlfwen die.but not long after,die
kene anta skali lg gi Iraq.3 months later,his GF n family dpt berita
mngejutkan.His fwens n him were attacked by suicide bomber.y len
died,but he was alive.tp his skull was busted,n his arm n face was
teribbly burn smpi da xkenal muke die.die di hantar balik.since dat
day,he undergo a lot of surgery to reconstruct his face,but
obviously,xdpt mcm dlu,n his arm was amputated.atlast,the couple get
married.Oprah invited the man on stange n guess what,his face mukan cam human
lagi.NOPE.sket pon xde.n Oprah tny girl tuw,"n yet u still luv
him?".the girl replied "i luv him not because of his physical,but who
he is on the inside".hmm.luv stowy.kinda schweet kan.huhu.okies2 tamat!
2)the second is me na tnjuk gamba ni:
raihan, me, kak Lin at Genting Highland
huhu.klaka
kan?ni mase umo bape ntah.rase nye masih kat tadika lagi.skang,raihan
kat UiTM Dungun amek accounts, Kak Lin da abes degree.na keje
kot.uhu.da besa da kanak2 ribena nih.wendu nye mase kecik2 duluw.tgk2
keceriaan di wajah masing2.na kecik balik!well,whattado,kite sme
mmbesar.were not in Neverland ngan Peter Pan!u all na tgk x budak2 ni bile da besa?
this is it.kanak2 ribena dah membesar.weve grown into excellent ladies n gentleman
yup2.me still cumel.i noe.they all pon.haih.till then,ciao~
this is it.no more sweet little words to please ur heart n make me cry.noe the real me,coz the real me will make u sick!(attention: some of the contains might not suit children under the age of 18! so its like 18SG or PL or any other ratings,i dun give a damn).please read this in a sarcastic manner.
"dear2 MFAR how are u?i hope ur NOT fine. how's life?i noe u think urs are MARVELLOUS.aitte? let the truth be told,i dun wan ur life to be gud. i want u to suffer just as much as i did.owh,no. as i still do - for crying out loud. all these 8760 hours uve been lying to me telling me u luv me while u dun.ahh.ur just a big lying machine arent u? n the reason is "ur too emotional, n ur upset bout the sme thing over n over again". well,im upset bcoz u made me that way. if its not for u who kept doing THE SAME STUPID THING i wont get even - for god sake. aku da bgtw byk kali kat kao,aku na kao cntct.berbuih molot nih tp what action do u take.NON! n yet,ur blaming me.atleast aku ckp pe y aku na.but u,when i asked u u said "nothing,sme ok" BULLSHIT! now i heard,u wanna be fwens.but ur just shy. owh.u shyboy! who said i want to be fwens?for your info,i dun. n for the lame excuses u gave me,i hate it. ur just the biggest M.I.S.T.A.K.E ive ever made in my entire life. lets have a comparation what i did to u(that emo n 'repeatition' thingy u claimed) n all those things u did to me(i dun wanna enclose here,ur a guy.malu nt) im WAY out of league.i have to kill,what,a thousand ppl to be the same as u. for 365 days,aku kept quite n terime je ape y kao buat everything.whining a bit.tapi basically everything. aku syg kao mcm org gile.i sacrificed a lot for u. my style,what i wanna wear,my fwens,my tym everytime aku na beli baju,sure aku anta mms,bg kao tgk kan? suke x baju tu.approve ke?n even the time aku na bli sneakers. FYI,i like that Adidas alot.but when u said u want me to wear Nike aku reason n follow.now im stuck with it.(spe na bli?na jual la) i just want u to feel appreciated by me.anything i do,i involve u. tp smp mase,dgn senang nye kao kate aku mcm2 then na breakup.U ARE ONE SELFISH BOLLOCK! urgghh.tension. dulu kate pe?syg gile?want us to be together forever? ade lg msg2 tuw aku simpan.saje.na ingt balik. na remind myself y kao tuw penipu besa!!! klu btol kao syg,xsmudah itu kao lepaskan aku.UR TALKING SHIT! like me.i try to accept u.aku byk pk mse tuw bumps n bruises along the way is ok,coz at the end of the day i noe ill have u. DUMB ME anyway. but FORTUNATELY(aku sgt bernasib baik),u want to be free (of what i dunno.aku letak kao dlm penjara kot slme ni.) kao tw x.kao la bf plg bebas dlm dunie. blom ade lg bf y lepas dgn alasan "poket ketat" bile xbwk fon n xbls msg gf die. but like i said.UR THE BIGGEST LYING MACHINE. liar2.pants on fire. aku seyus mnyesal kenal kao. kao tipu aku dr mule kite kenal smp la ni.n aku y bangang ni caye lak tu sah bangang na mampos.i cant believe thats me.adoii.malu plak rse nye. cmni la.senang aku ckp.AKU BENCI TAHAP MAX KAT KAO. dlu mmg aku syg,aku sanjung kao.i care.i cant live without u tp aft that aku hilang respect.aku ingt kao ni the gentleman y mcm kao claim. tp,sekuman pon xde.caitt!self-centered. kao klu na gf y xkesah bile kao xcntct smgu due bile kao msg just ckp na tdo or kao tgh bz (lg2 bile u dun hafta spend a cent to cntct kan.i was d 1 who paid the bills) kao try cari kat hospital bahagia.aku rase kat sne kao boley jumpe. kat sne dowg xde perasaan sgt.die lyn perasaan sendiri je. tp aku mmg suspek la kat kao.seyus ek.hati kao smpi bwt cmni. kewl la kao.klu aku na list kan pe y kao buat y da hurt me byk weyhh.penat jari aku taip.n bwt pe aku na penat2 psl kao buang mase n tenaga.bek aku tdo.huh.xpon aku mkn ke.gi shoppink ke. KNOWiNG U iS A GRiEF MiSTAKE LOViNG U iS A DEADLY SiN n i will try not to repeat it.eventho aft this aku xkan fall for anymore lies. n u better watch out.the wheel of fate will turn one day. n ull face the same shit im facing now. dan mase kao mule syg pd seseorg n she tore ur heart to pieces,ull think of me n what i said. ull soon noe the feeling urself.ull be just like me.pathetic me! rase digunakan.rase ditipu.rase kao xde harge. one day syg,u'll regret.mark my words. 1 hari kao akn tw cme aku cinta tulus suci mu.da mcm puisi pulak. but nevermind.aku xrugi pape.nothing to lose. i still have my lifestyle,my clothes,my town,my fwens,my family.MY LuVLY FAMILY! but u,just appreciate what u have nxt tym kdg2 kite xtw,ape y kite ade adelah y terbaik cme manusia xpernah puas.dan sentiasa cube mencari y lebih baik pdahal,sme dah ade dpn mate.sbb kite slalunye bute. dan slalunye dah terlambat bile kite sedar gud thing doesnt come twice in life anyway,im waiting to hear some BAD news from u.which are great for me. till then,may u LIVE IN HELL~"
<bcoz of my parents persuation, ive remove the pic.but,hell,i luv it!> id luv to see u in the bonfire! (ol of u must think im a psychofreak.well,i am!)
hmm.hola2.penat nye saye.ntah kenape.rase badan sgt penat dan xbermaye.mate pun mcm xbley bukak.da la mate i ni mmg chumel2 gitu.aduhh.otak berat,pale bit pusin2,umah sepah2,habuk byk,ye la tgh renovation kan.last nyt was horror.ntah nape tibe2 rase mcm my lyf tumbles down.i can see that im actually alone.mcm on the edge,just waiting for the ryt tym to fall.kenape ek?spe2 ade jwpn,or spe2 ade na kenalkan saye dgn any psychiatrist utk memberikan jwpn kepada soalan2 maut saye ni.ntahla.this feeling doesnt come often nowadays.tapi semalam it came n visit.remuk hatiku.haih.i was crying like hell smlm.like ive never cried before.huh.and i ended waking up in the morning with swollen red eyes.cmne ek?cume shopping je dpt melegakan sme ni.ahha.xbley2.da byk shop.furthermore,na shop lagi kat Bandung nanti.tapi seyusly.mcm sum1 with mental probs kan?aduss.nape ngan me ni?me da gile ke?ahh.im sure sum of u know the feeling when sum1 y kite syg sparuh mati(klu full,me da xde kat sni.sedekah alfatihah je la),senang2 je ckp "soe,but im afraid i can luv u no more".lagi ckp "u slalu repeat.upset over the same thing".aduss.klu la die xbuat d same prob,ade ke kite na get emo psl mende y sme tu over n over again kan?sum ppl just cannot think.kadang2,ppl ni,ckp sumthing y reflect back on their mistakes.huhu.DUMB!bencinye.me bukan nanges psl me sedey.well,sedey tu ade la,tp more to dendam.me sakit ati sgt2.cam sumthnk xlepas.my dear fwens tw kan what i had been thru n have to go thru.during the relationship n after.let me tell u la,if i can stand his attitudes y lagi ntah pape(xna mention lagi.nnt.me tgh marah giler ni),why cant he stand mine -which i da tny to older person n more experienced,is normal for girls in relationships- ???is he a freak from another planet or what?hish.Fwens,cume u all tw kan.u all tgk me cne dlu,n skang.thnx for the support.without u all me xtw la cne na truskan.n all the guys y bagi me smngt: Bob,Ammar,Munir,Zaid,Harun,Due,Naqib,Jack,Suffi,Starjark n meybe ade y me xsbut.u all are being realistic.me ingt u all will sokong dat guy,but ternyata u all berfikiran terbuka.thnx.n my girlfwens: Syaz,Ram,Mar,Anis,Eda,Tee-n, Azza,Nad,Qaira,Kiroro,Fatin,Anna.u guys made a big different in my life.klu la u all xbagi nasihat n xhold me on grounds,me da loncat bangunan.ahha.NOTT!n nasib bek ade all the inspirational songs,articles,poems,stories to guide me thru my self-destructing period.me x kan pernah lupekan ape y terjadi pade me ni.i will N.E.V.E.R forgive nor forget.n of coz i will never forget jasa u all pade me.thnx a million.altho kdg2 me seems disturbed,tapi slalunye me ok.sometym la it haunts me.but no big deal.im a big girl,n big girl dont cry.ahha.okies.
p/s:Anna,me rase shoutout hari tuw inappropriate la.me bace balik kan,mcm me ni too easy.ahha.BTW,he's not NF,so he doesnt deserve nice words..gona make aother one that suits him better...just watch the words.a bit disturbing!!uhu.
"aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidur mu..lalala"...ahha.jiwang.xde la.tgh dgr lagu ni.okies.fes of all,ALFATIHAH buat Tok Long y meninggal malam tadi at 2230hrs.semoga rohmu dicucuri rahmat.teringat arwah atok.shedey lak...kami sume sygkan Tok Long.
okies.tu hal smlm n pagi tadi.skang na cite psl 3rd May 2008 plak.lepas last paper,Operating System nuu.ahha.ber'transport'kan Neo baru Ammar,kami which consist of me,zaid,ammar n syaz bergerak ke Central Market.ade Aft For Grabs.kami ingat na tgk2 la ape ade kat stu.maybe de shirts y menarik,or maybe art pieces y eyecatching.so basically,kami na cari mende y menarik.but unfortunately,xde pe sgt.ade shirts,tp DIY.ade accessories DIY jugak.n byk pameran mcm photography n all.tapi sygnye,gud pictures cannot be taken sbb SLR ku jauh nun di sana.Ayah pnjm sbb na gi Tganu.haih.na amek gambe pe sane?me tgk gamba y di amek bukan menarik pon(plus sum piccas y meybe merosakkan lense mahal ku!huh.delete2).tp,not to dissapoint blog ini,me amek la gamba gune my N93i tuw.wpon gamba xde quality sgt,but still,a pic tells u stories ryt.nnt jap lg tgk la.then,aft the event,makan kat annexe building tuw,then gi karaoke.wiiiyyyyy!lame xmelalak!mcm2 lagu.ahha.duet la,solo la.na jd pengkritik sket la kan.Ammar was ok,tp kadang2 pitching lari ke laut.huu.Zaid,key terkeluar abes.tone deaf.wahaha.Muneer,boley di banggakan.cume tym sore Jamal Abdillah tuw xpaya la nak tru bulat2,siap tutup2 tinge lak die.melampau!pastu dlm kete tuw bley plak menari2 dulu.pasang lagu Calabria,mcm clubbing da.me pon ape lagi.menggunakan peluang yang ade utk shake my booty.ahha.neway,besh la kua ngan kowg.u all make my life brighter.weehhuu.da la exam tgh hari tu me cnfirm la A+++.huhu.Last but not least,Mr Omar Zakaria,tlg la bg paper tuw A.i need it!daa~
sum collection of tshirts y ade kat sane
arts arts n arts.
sukenye karaoke.jom gi lagi
soe,piccas xde quality.bse la.my baby boo not around.so these hfta do wit these piccas only lorrh.hehe.emm,1 more,Milol,kwn kamu Danial tuw sgt menarik.single kah?ahha.
Ahha.ini bukan "Mayfirst, Lambang sejati...Mayfirst, Terbukti hati...". ini adelah 1st May ye. jgn silap. ahha. okies2.
1) hari ni keputusan menetap di kolej da kua. nasib bek me xapply haritu. klu x, bile kene rijek, mesti me ngamuk sakan. Anyway, tahniah pade y berjaya. Congrats2! tapi pade y tidak, jgn sedey. kolej len kan ade. cume 1 je la na ckp psl pentadbiran. me xtw spe y buat final selection (me rase mesti lah pengetua kan), tapi me tw cdgn name tu MESTILAH diberikan oleh ahli JTK tertinggi kolej. cume 1 je me na ckp, TOLONG lah hargai jase student2 tu. me mnyuarakan bagi pihak je ni. maybe akhir2 ni student2 tu xbape na active, tp maybe ade sbb. patutnye, mereka2 itu ingatla sket jase2 student2 neh. lupe ke, mase PRK dulu, sape y stayup tgh2 malam buat banner, join gerakan cabut poster Gagasan, jage block from penampal poster y xde cop pengesahan, sape yang dgn setia menunggu kat lua DTC semata2 na dgr keputusan, yang pegi edarkan chai, sape yang meramaikan penamaan calon n tolong pegang banner y dowg buat tuw? kdg2 manusia mmg mudah je lupe. Jasa bakti org len pade die. Nape la tuhan ciptakan manusia2 mcm ni? Utk ape? menguji kami2 yang baik ni ke? or menambahkan pahala kami bile kami sabar. Mungkin la. Look at the bright side. To Syaz, jgn sedey. kamu na dpt kete kan sem depan. Nnt na rase ek. Kite gi karaoke kat Mid, mkn Sushi Groove kat 1Utama, gi Big Apple or JCo, gi +Wondermilk kat Damansara Utama (na rase la mkn kat sane). Hmm. so dun worry ek, be happy. Camtu gak pade Harun, Mar, Ram, Kak Aina, Kak Seri, Kak Yan. saba2 la yek!
kenangan y dilupakan??? ahha. LU PIKIR LA SENDIRI...
2) yang keduanya nih, hmm... First of May ekk. Last year, first may... hmm. haha. mls la na ingt. bende da lepas. tapi nape masih ingt jugak? aduss. hmm. okies. me bg hint sket je. wearing pink blouse, jeans, with Qaira n Jack, fes tym, Midvalley, Wild Hogs, sum1 wearing black tshirt... hmm. reminisce2. jgn byk2, nnt shedey. we dun want dat to happen ryt? ahh, malas sgt2 na ingat. fes n the last. no more. heartache. heartbroken. Heartbreak Hotel by Whitney Houston. ahha. ape y me merepek ni? xkire la. teringat plak, gud things dun last forever! btol la ayat tu. hmm. mcm anna ckp, shes not gonna turn back. me rase me pon lah. NO TURNING BACK. its over. me xna da kene cop as pengugut or pe'maksa' - is that even a word? - by anyone, moreover if hes sum1 i truly luv. its really heartbreaking! seyusly. bayangkan sum1 y kite syg, ckp camtu kat kite. kite syg GILE kat die ni, da xde sape da y lagi kite syg dr die (of coz la jgn bandingkan dgn tuhan n parents. be realistic ok guys) tapi last2, die buat mcm kite ni jahat sgt n y paling teruk skali, die bwt kite mcm sgt hina, perlu ugut n paksa utk dptkan cinta. uihh. its deep! dah2, watery suda me eyes! nanges kang! ahha. NOT! suda la najwa. suda la. ape lagi na ingat2. die ingt kamu ke? ahha. jgn jadi ORG BODO! teruskan hidup mu. kamu masih muda. byk pengalaman menanti. n kamu xperlukan lelaki utk buat kamu gembira. kamu ade rakan2 yang syg kamu, parents y memahami, cousins y cool, nieces n nephew y menarik n comel mcm kamu. ape lagi kan? haa. jadi be happy ek. klu xhappy pon buat2 happy utk org len. sme org na kamu happy syg! SO kamu juge be happy okies.
hmm.panjang dan lebar.neway,thnx for reading.mmuuaaccx~
Guys2...hola.hmm.tgh exam lorr.tapi me sempat gak mengupdate sedikit blog ini.well,mlm jumaat hari tuw,me n family went to Carlos for dinner.So d title xspatutnya Dine With Carlos,tp Dine at Carlos.tp saje na buat gempak la kan.ahha.mcm dinner ngn mamat mat saleh mane la pulak.Okies.Dinner not only our family je,tp ngan Ateh's skali.So every1 was there.Kak Nana, Abg Rafi n their daughter Alia.Kak Ana n my future cousin(hope so) Abg Saiful.so review a bit la.the restaurant dekat Pavilion.Its mexican restaurant.so the food pon mexican la.Halal.dun worry.owned by 2 malay guys.hmm.ape lagi ek.okies.so na order kan.what we have tasted la.
Lobster looked cool.taste kinda cool also.OK la.
Pachitas pon ok.sgt sedap.this is what i ate basically.
Mushroom Burger ok.tp DUN TAKE BEEF.coz tawar.get the chicken.its better.
Salmon sedap.Abg Rafi da 2 3 kali pegi asek amek itu je.
Smoked Salmon Salad superb!tasty.
Rib Eye pon nmpk tasty.siap sauce.i think its black pepper.
Chicken wings...emm..5 star for that!must try.
Latte was nice.creamy giler.
Cappucino gud.
Juices sgt sedap except grapefruit.SGT PAHIT!
so.if u guys wanna try it out.go ahead.best.n the atmosphere pon best.mcm kat Mexican desert.Cume its not wild wild west style mcm kat Roadhouse Grill where u can tabor2 kulit kacang atas lantai.ahha.n there is one guy,ade saddle bag with guns.STYLO!so,theres a pic,courtesy Abg Rafi,tlg amekkan.so ENJOICE!(Carlos kene bg me credits sbb promote nih!)
akum buat ke sekian kalinye. hmm, penat semalam xhabis lagi. haihh. me join nates n munir jual baju kat Art Ku Statik. mule2, y len ade exam Eng, tapi tunda ke hari ini pulak. so dowg pon dtg la. tp dowg smpi pon uda petang sgt. actually, peransang semangatnye sbb na tgk Miss Fynn perform, tapi bygkan la, event patut nye dkt audi dlm UM, sekali di tuka ke DBP. hmm, da la jln ke sane tuw ttp, so kene pusing2 sket. then, event y ptt start at 12 dtunda smpai 4 sbb xrmi owg. mybe sbb pertukaran venue ituw la kot. hmm. da tu, bkn dlm building, kat lua, tgh2 panas me tgu. aduss. pening sggh pale. pusin2. xmkn pulak tuw. konon na diet arr. pusin pale suda. balik pon at 6 sumthink, xtgu smpi abes. sbb me da penat sgt2. plus nates dan zaid juga maw pulang. terpakse ikot. sbb nnt tade sape na anta me balik. jadi, overall, sgt penat dan me xdpt pe y di tgu. xape la. len kali me pegi lagi. spe2 na itot boley aje. n thnx to Milol, bgtw bout the event. nnt klu RANtai or Layar Tanchap, ajak me okies!
kat sini me de upload our piccas di sekitar Art Ku Static. utk gamba len, sila ke Fotopages.
for HIM again.satu hari kau akan tahu.satu hari nanti syg.dan saat itu,aku mungkin masih di sini.MUNGKIN.
Tanah mahu sayangkan aku Burung-burung yang di langit biru itu Pokok dedaunan hijau mahukan aku Langit jingga mahukan aku Tetapi mengapa tidak kamu?
Aku mengharap sayang Aku mengharapkan cinta
Tiang di situ mahukan aku Lelaki itu mahukan aku Bajumu itu memanggil namaku Rasa di dalam hati mahu aku Tetapi mengapa tidak kamu?
Satu hari nanti engkau akan tahu Satu hari nanti engkau akan merasakan apa yang aku ada di dalam diri ini Satu hari nanti engkau akan tahu Perempuan itu tidak akan menjagamu Perempuan itu tidak reti menjagamu Mereka itu tidak reti berpuisi seperti aku ini di sini menyanyikan lagu – Cinta buatmu sayang Cinta untukmu sayang
Mereka semua melutut kepada kamu Mereka semua menjulang kamu Tapi itu, sayang, waktu kini bukan nanti Tapi itu, sayang, semua itu bukan nanti
Aku di sini menanti-nanti kamu Mengharap-harap kamu Menunggu-nunggu kamu
Tapi mengapa kamu tidak mahu aku Tapi mengapa engkau tidak nampak aku
Aku di sini menunggu-nunggu kamu Aku di sini menunggu-nunggu kamu
Oh¬ (tidak!!!)
Ayah pernah berkata “hey anak, jangan kau pandang lelaki begitu!” Ibu pernah berkata “hey anak, jangan kau cari lelaki yang begitu!” “Yang tidak maukan kamu!”
Tapi aku ini degil, bunda Aku ini degil, ayahanda Aku ini degil sekali
Oh mereka-mereka yang semua tidak merasa rasa cinta di dalam hati-hati ini!
Satu hari nanti engkau akan tahu Satu hari nanti engkau akan rasa apa yang aku tahu Satu hari nanti engkau tahu mereka itu tidak butuh kamu seperti aku Seperti aku
Langit itu mahukan aku Burung-burung itu mahukan aku Langit biru itu memanggil-manggil namaku Tetapi tidak kamu Tetapi tidak kamu Tetapi tidak kamu
Satu hari kau akan tahu Satu hari kau akan tahu Satu hari kau akan tahu Satu hari kau akan tahu betapa engkau: Dungu sekali Bodoh sekali
Menolak cintaku yang tidak pernah bertepi Menolak cinta aku yang takkan dimamah api
Aku ini cinta kamu Aku ini mahu kamu Aku ini butuh kamu Tapi mengapa tidak kamu?
Rasa ini bukan permainan Rasa ini bukan satu anganan Bagilah dan sedarlah aku ini Aku menjadi isteri yang budiman
Yang budiman Memasak sarapan Mengemas permainan anak-anak kita
Satu hari nanti aku ini sang isteri Akan menjaga cinta paling tulus Cinta paling tulus suci untuk butuh kamu Kamu Butuh kamu
Kalaulah aku bisa berpuisi.ini akan ku katakan padanya.agar dia tahu.sedalam mana cinta ini.biar dia tahu.biar dia tahu:
mau bicara tentang apa, ya? tentang hati yang sudah hancur? mungkin tentang kejauhan yang aku rasakan dalam diri ini.
mau bilang tentang apa, ya? mungkin tentang cinta yang tak kesampaian.
oh.
semalam ketika aku berjalan untuk pergi ke tempat itu tempat di mana kita berpegangan tangan kali pertama pada malam itu dengan penuh rasa sentimental hatiku berkata:
"hey, jiwa, kau nampak tak pandangan dia?"
di tempat itu kau pegang tanganku di tempat itu kau belaikan cintaku tapi di hari itu kau berada di tempat itu bersama teman baru
aku mulanya tak mau tunjukkan diri aku di depan muka kamu tapi kerana kehancuran jiwa ini melihatkan tangan kamu pada tangannya wajahmu yang memandang dia pandangan itu sebenarnya 'tuk siapa?
dulu kau katakan senyum itu milik aku dulu kau katakan tangan itu milik aku dulu kau katakan setiap langkahmu kau akan mengingatkan aku dulu kau katakan cintamu milik aku
tapi di tempat itu kau pegang tangannya kau lafazkan cinta di tempat itu kau petik bintang & kau kau hulurkan pada jarinya jari itu bukan milik saya jari itu bukannya milik saya
sayang, dulu kau pernah janjikan bulan itu kau akan beri pada pada aku dan pernah juga aku gantungkan bulan itu di dalam bilik setiap malam ku pandang setiap malam ku lihatkan setiap malam ku raungkan setiap malam ku ceritakan setiap malam ku katakan:
"hey, bulan, cintaku hanyalah kepadanya"
tapi sekarang tanganmu pada siapa hancur hatiku, sayang, melihat kau di situ hancur hatiku, sayang, melihat janji-janji kamu
life is full of *experiences*, one has ended, but that only means another is yet to BEGIN
When you are low with nowhere to go remember this, when you open your eyes, your heart, your spirit, yourself, there you will find the stranger called hope.
dun give up on ur faith, L U V comes to those who believe it, and thats the way it is
Its amazing how someone can BREAK OUR HEART but we still L.O.V.E him with every broken pieces of it!
),why cant he stand mine -which i da tny to older person n more experienced,is normal for girls in relationships- ???is he a freak from another planet or what?hish.Fwens,cume u all tw kan.u all tgk me cne dlu,n skang.thnx for the support.without u all me xtw la cne na truskan.n all the guys y bagi me smngt: Bob,Ammar,Munir,Zaid,Harun,Due,Naqib,Jack,Suffi,Starjark n meybe ade y me xsbut.u all are being realistic.me ingt u all will sokong dat guy,but ternyata u all berfikiran terbuka.thnx.n my girlfwens: Syaz,Ram,Mar,Anis,Eda,Tee-n, Azza,Nad,Qaira,Kiroro,Fatin,Anna.u guys made a big different in my life.klu la u all xbagi nasihat n xhold me on grounds,me da loncat bangunan.ahha.NOTT!n nasib bek ade all the inspirational songs,articles,poems,stories to guide me thru my self-destructing period.me x kan pernah lupekan ape y terjadi pade me ni.i will N.E.V.E.R forgive nor forget.n of coz i will never forget jasa u all pade me.thnx a million.altho kdg2 me seems disturbed,tapi slalunye me ok.sometym la it haunts me.but no big deal.im a big girl,n big girl dont cry.ahha.okies.
