hmm.ok.ni y dijanjikan.i was really looking foward for this.me harap,HIM read this.me na die tw ape me rase,theres no way to contact him now.me tw die xna kwn ngan me lg.ape la dose me smpi camni.dlu we r so perfect for each other.fes tym msg pon mcm suda lame knl.me tot u r d one b.xpe la.me redha.its nice knowing u syg...

dear MFAR,
hye. how are u?
missing u loads b. a lot
all those late nite SMSes, mid nite talks, 3Gs
ur ringtone "Seize The Day", and "Everytime" when its me calling
n its ringing "Baby Boy" everytime u call.skang da x berbunyi lg.huuu
ur comments on FS, n if were still together, sure ull be d fes to noe bout my blog aitte?
the callnames, sayang, b, babe. seldom but funny
the way u wud say "ye, sy" when i call u "b" on the fon
the way u hold my hand, walk me across a street, make sure i step on d rite step of escalators
but nevamind dat. ur happier now aitte, syg?
dat all dat matters to me anyway.
hee (u use this as smiles in SMS. ill never forget dat=P)
just like her. at fes i sgt2 sedeyh.
but now, i masih sedeyh;( not lyk lucky Anna.
but afterall kan, i pk balik. nape i na sedeyh?
u hepi je. dats what i want. i want u to be happy. n xkan la i na sedeyh coz ur happy
its just not rite. i noe i have to show dat im happy too
plus theres so many ppl na i hepi. so im 'kinda' hepi
but not d same as mse u ade by my side
u noe what, waking up every morn, noeing kite together da ckup mmbahagiakn
tp i xsdr, dlm kegembiraan i tu, u suffer. honestly, i dunno, yang!
so i pjuk hati i. in relationships, perlu ade sacrifices
and ive made mine. just to see u smile, syg!
nope. im not blaming u.
everything happens for a reason
and if the reason is "u just cant luv me no more"
i terima.
whether its a reason or an excuse, hanya u n Allah jw y tw.
klu la i boleh relive those days. klu la i boleh turn back time
but i cudnt. i just cudnt
i noe ive made sum mistakes along the way. im sorry
tp i manusia. u pon manusia. we humans are born to make mistakes aitte?
im so sorry for all my mistakes. really sorry
tp, in ur next relationship, plz be more serious. Appreciate what u have
opportunity doesnt come twice in life. seize it. n dont be afraid to commit.
u luv dat person aitte syg?n im sure she luvs u just like d way i do
she'd die for u b. i noe. ive been thru it. and im still going thru it
one thing i can assure you. in my next relationship, no discrimination
ill luv like ive never been hurt before...
ssh nye na truskan hidup without u, b.
but whattado?
cme satu je tmpt i mngadu skrg. i akan terus doa, doa, dan doa.
hmm. slme setahun ni, u byk aja i ttg life. ttg luv.
thnx.all the ups and downs will always be the best memories in my life.
i pnh kate, klu jodoh xkemane. but not going to elaborate. tkot sum1 marah:)
i harap plg kurg, kite bole jd best fwen
we noe each other better aitte? but up to u. i hv no say olredy
ppl boleh bwt assumptions psl i, tp perasaan i, hati i, cme i y tw.
it may seem like im OVER IT. tp who knows kan syg? yup. no one knows.
tp mcm y i pnh janji dlu
no matter what happen. u will ALWAYS be here, in a special place in my heart.
(n we both noe im the one who still keep my promises)
SAYANG u b ~ ~ forever and ever, babe

runs lil bit toooooo long ea...hey,my blog what?peduli la kan?huu...