this is it.no more sweet little words to please ur heart n make me cry.noe the real me,coz the real me will make u sick!(attention: some of the contains might not suit children under the age of 18! so its like 18SG or PL or any other ratings,i dun give a damn).please read this in a sarcastic manner.

"dear2 MFAR
how are u?i hope ur NOT fine.
how's life?i noe u think urs are MARVELLOUS.aitte?
let the truth be told,i dun wan ur life to be gud.
i want u to suffer just as much as i did.owh,no.
as i still do - for crying out loud.
all these 8760 hours uve been lying to me
telling me u luv me while u dun.ahh.ur just a big lying machine arent u?
n the reason is "ur too emotional, n ur upset bout the sme thing over n over again".
well,im upset bcoz u made me that way.
if its not for u who kept doing THE SAME STUPID THING
i wont get even - for god sake.
aku da bgtw byk kali kat kao,aku na kao cntct.berbuih molot nih
tp what action do u take.NON!
n yet,ur blaming me.atleast aku ckp pe y aku na.but u,when i asked u
u said "nothing,sme ok" BULLSHIT!
now i heard,u wanna be fwens.but ur just shy.
owh.u shyboy!
who said i want to be fwens?for your info,i dun.
n for the lame excuses u gave me,i hate it.
ur just the biggest M.I.S.T.A.K.E ive ever made in my entire life.
lets have a comparation
what i did to u(that emo n 'repeatition' thingy u claimed)
n all those things u did to me(i dun wanna enclose here,ur a guy.malu nt)
im WAY out of league.i have to kill,what,a thousand ppl to be the same as u.
for 365 days,aku kept quite n terime je ape y kao buat
everything.whining a bit.tapi basically everything.
aku syg kao mcm org gile.i sacrificed a lot for u.
my style,what i wanna wear,my fwens,my tym
everytime aku na beli baju,sure aku anta mms,bg kao tgk kan?
suke x baju tu.approve ke?n even the time aku na bli sneakers.
FYI,i like that Adidas alot.but when u said u want me to wear Nike
aku reason n follow.now im stuck with it.(spe na bli?na jual la)
i just want u to feel appreciated by me.anything i do,i involve u.
tp smp mase,dgn senang nye kao kate aku mcm2
then na breakup.U ARE ONE SELFISH BOLLOCK!
urgghh.tension.
dulu kate pe?syg gile?want us to be together forever?
ade lg msg2 tuw aku simpan.saje.na ingt balik.
na remind myself y kao tuw penipu besa!!!
klu btol kao syg,xsmudah itu kao lepaskan aku.UR TALKING SHIT!
like me.i try to accept u.aku byk pk mse tuw
bumps n bruises along the way is ok,coz at the end of the day i noe ill have u.
DUMB ME anyway.
but FORTUNATELY(aku sgt bernasib baik),u want to be free
(of what i dunno.aku letak kao dlm penjara kot slme ni.)
kao tw x.kao la bf plg bebas dlm dunie.
blom ade lg bf y lepas dgn alasan "poket ketat" bile xbwk fon n xbls msg gf die.
but like i said.UR THE BIGGEST LYING MACHINE.
liar2.pants on fire.
aku seyus mnyesal kenal kao.
kao tipu aku dr mule kite kenal smp la ni.n aku y bangang ni caye lak tu
sah bangang na mampos.i cant believe thats me.adoii.malu plak rse nye.
cmni la.senang aku ckp.AKU BENCI TAHAP MAX KAT KAO.
dlu mmg aku syg,aku sanjung kao.i care.i cant live without u
tp aft that aku hilang respect.aku ingt kao ni the gentleman y mcm kao claim.
tp,sekuman pon xde.caitt!self-centered.
kao klu na gf y xkesah bile kao xcntct smgu due
bile kao msg just ckp na tdo or kao tgh bz
(lg2 bile u dun hafta spend a cent to cntct kan.i was d 1 who paid the bills)
kao try cari kat hospital bahagia.aku rase kat sne kao boley jumpe.
kat sne dowg xde perasaan sgt.die lyn perasaan sendiri je.
tp aku mmg suspek la kat kao.seyus ek.hati kao smpi bwt cmni.
kewl la kao.klu aku na list kan pe y kao buat y da hurt me
byk weyhh.penat jari aku taip.n bwt pe aku na penat2 psl kao
buang mase n tenaga.bek aku tdo.huh.xpon aku mkn ke.gi shoppink ke.
KNOWiNG U iS A GRiEF MiSTAKE
LOViNG U iS A DEADLY SiN
n i will try not to repeat it.eventho aft this aku xkan fall for anymore lies.
n u better watch out.the wheel of fate will turn one day.
n ull face the same shit im facing now.
dan mase kao mule syg pd seseorg
n she tore ur heart to pieces,ull think of me n what i said.
ull soon noe the feeling urself.ull be just like me.pathetic me!
rase digunakan.rase ditipu.rase kao xde harge.
one day syg,u'll regret.mark my words.
1 hari kao akn tw
cme aku cinta tulus suci mu.da mcm puisi pulak.
but nevermind.aku xrugi pape.nothing to lose.
i still have my lifestyle,my clothes,my town,my fwens,my family.MY LuVLY FAMILY!
but u,just appreciate what u have nxt tym
kdg2 kite xtw,ape y kite ade adelah y terbaik
cme manusia xpernah puas.dan sentiasa cube mencari y lebih baik
pdahal,sme dah ade dpn mate.sbb kite slalunye bute.
dan slalunye dah terlambat bile kite sedar
gud thing doesnt come twice in life
anyway,im waiting to hear some BAD news from u.which are great for me.
till then,may u LIVE IN HELL~"